So much to say!
But no Words to Write.
It has been a very very long 3 Months!!
I Never finished my 30 Day Picture Challenge.
Day 30 Was "Someone You Miss"
I miss my Grandma Norton. She was my BFF. When I was a little girl I was pretty sure my Family aka My Big Sisters hated me. So I spent allot of time with Grandma. So many sleep overs! We would play Checkers, Parcheesi, Old Maid (I inherited the cards), we would go to the store just to buy treats. Lots of treats. She loved me, she made me feel important, for a poor, picked on 8 year old who had 3 big, mean, ugly, older sisters, She was my friend, She is my HERO!
Now for the reason I've haven't blogged lately.
I have been sicker than a DOG!! <--- hmmmm what does that really mean??
My head has hurt, I couldn't eat, I wanted to throw up, I slept all the time. My body ached, (some parts more than others). I was light headed. I couldn't stand for longer than a couple of minutes. I've had a metallic taste in my mouth. Constipation. Frequent peeing.
And it's been the most stressful weeks of my .... well.... it's been very stressful!!
But if I was asked if I wanted to give it all away I would say "ummm...NO!"
Ya see for the last 6 years I have been "broken"! I've so wanted to have more kids but haven't been able to.
The Last two years I have been able to get prego but have lost numerous times.
So needless to say On April 28th when I found out, again, that I was knocked up. I have feared the worst and hoped for the best. And prayed that no matter the outcome My Heavenly Father would comfort me.
Then on Tues. I went to the Dr. I was shaking, I had a huge headache. And I was terrified of what she would tell me. She put the ultra sound wand on my belly, I looked away, I said.. probably.. about the 6000th prayer that day, and waited to hear what she had to say. Which was, "oh look how cute"! I peeked at the screen and a huge wave of relief went through me. I saw two little arms flapping, and two little legs kicking. I saw and heard a heart beat. Everything was ok! And I prayed "thank you, thank you, thank you!"
Now that I'm starting to feel better, and am hopefully passed the miscarrying stage. New worries come to mind. But I know too, that My Heavenly Father KNOWS me. He knows my wants and my needs. And His Will, will be done. And I will continue to pray for comfort.
See Ya Love Ya Bye!
